An Insecure Mess

I find that after almost every phone call, meeting, evening out with friends, that I constantly go back to examine things that were said. I'm neurotic! I look at every reaction to my comments, what the comments were in return, and what I said that didn't come out right, but I didn't bother to make more clear. How is it that I can be this insecure? It's ridiculous. Why just today, I talked to a friend of mine on the phone. It was a quick conversation. I had some questions, and he answered what he could, and then said he would get his wife to call me when she had the chance. She handled more of the business that I need answers to. I got off the line, and wondered if he was pissed at me for being a bother. What was he thinking as he got off the line? Will he sympathize with his wife, that she'll have to call me later? Of course not. These are my friends! And yet, here I am, insecurely going over each moment of the phone call. This doesn't happen all the time mind you; but DAMN! Unbelievable!